06 ❄ Voice

[controlstheice]

[Aidou laid in bed, his fingers tracing the edge of a box he had in his possession since a couple days ago.]

I've been wondering if there really is any point in me being here. Why did I even come out of the darkness. After all Yuuki seems to be doing okay by herself, she has Kaname to take care of her, so why am I here really?

[Guess whose had Heartless following him around for a few days and had made him question his own usefulness.]

Comments

[Video]

[controlstheice]

I thought this to, but Kaname is here and from a completely different point. He can protect her more than I can, so no there isn't anyone that would need me. Everyone I knew is gone and the ones I do know don't need me.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

Lately, I've been thinking similar things. Some of my friends have arrived again, and I don't know what I can do for them.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

So you understand, right? it's hard to think of something you can do, especially when things usually go wrong after.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

I do understand. But I don't want to give up yet, either. I want to be there for them. That's the most important thing. So I want to find the thing I can do... somehow.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

And what if you never find this thing that you can do?

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

Then I'll have to find a way to live as I am. [Even if it would mean a lonely existence.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

At least you'd be able to do something, that way.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

I don't really know if I'm strong enough to do that or not. [The truth is, a part of her would like to lay down and sleep. Give up, just for awhile until she feels ready to face everything again.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

You either are or you aren't. it's one of those things you can only figure out by yourself.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

You're right. So I'll keep looking for awhile longer.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Good luck with that.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

You sound skeptical.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

That's what you think. Who knows if I actually am or not.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

I'm sorry; I didn't mean to assume.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

It's fine, really.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

[She hadn't meant to upset him, and it feels a bit awkward now, but courtesy covers a multitude of her own flaws.]

What did you mean to say?

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Who knows. I think right now my heads just in a mess. I need to think things over.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

Lately, my head's been in a fog, too. Maybe we should take a rest.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

I know what I'm resting from, but what about you?

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

There's a lot of work to be done.

[This is a lie; or rather, truth but not the reason she's stressed.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

That...didn't exactly answer the question. Unless it's the work in general that you are resting from.

[She just said there was a lot of work to be done, which in his head means she's not exactly resting now.]

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

I'd just like to stop having so many things to think about for awhile.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Then working is probably not a good thing to do.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

There's more to be done. [There's something resigned about her tone.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Like what? It seems as thought there isn't anything.