mynameisallen: (Depressed | They aren't my own)
Allen Walker ([personal profile] mynameisallen) wrote in [community profile] star_kingdom2012-04-14 07:47 am

07 ★ Video

[Allen sat quietly in his room, his device thrown across the room from anger as it switched on to reveal Allen sitting on the bed, legs curled up and head slightly rested upon his knees. Glancing around he gripped at his legs slightly, trying to hold back the tears that wanted to flow down his face. He was feeling terrible and a feeling of uselessness. That feeling of dread when you believe that something you are trying to prevent from happening, might actually happen. He soon buried his head, moving his legs in slightly, just sitting there contemplating.

For a moment this appeared to be all, but within a few moments a Heartless appeared within the room, making it's way over as a couple more appeared, doing the same thing. Allen himself wasn't paying any attention to it as instead he muttered to himself, most of which was inaudible, but bits and pieces could be heard.]


I can't... I want to... but I don't know... I don't want to hurt anyone... They are like family to me... I hate to admit that I can't... I'm afraid I might actually lose.

[Allen gripped harder on his legs, as more and more Heartless had appeared and gathered around, not helping his mood at all.]

Maybe if I wasn't here, then they wouldn't have to worry about me.

[That was the deal breaker for then, as the heartless started coming in closer and closer, the more the boy continue to feel worse and worse, until...the feed was cut off.]