06 ❄ Voice

[controlstheice]

[Aidou laid in bed, his fingers tracing the edge of a box he had in his possession since a couple days ago.]

I've been wondering if there really is any point in me being here. Why did I even come out of the darkness. After all Yuuki seems to be doing okay by herself, she has Kaname to take care of her, so why am I here really?

[Guess whose had Heartless following him around for a few days and had made him question his own usefulness.]

Comments

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[decaying]

What the hell are you asking the world for? Don't involve us in your pathetic problems.

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[controlstheice]

You don't have to listen either.

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[decaying]

It's a little hard not to.

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[controlstheice]

Then tell me how it's not hard to?

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[decaying]

Some guy muttering a pathetic story? Something really bad must have happened or you're just that sort of guy. [You know. A sad one.]

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[controlstheice]

[Yeah, let's just go with something bad happened before he arrived here.]

I'm usually that type of guy whose happy about what he does, but I guess things can change for anyone.

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[decaying]

What made them change?

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[controlstheice]

I don't honestly know, but guess I've always had this feeling.

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[decaying]

That's not good enough of an answer. Only an idiot would start assuming things and make himself miserable.

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[controlstheice]

Assuming what. Questions that may never be answered because someone forgot?

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[decaying]

Why don't you ask them instead of moping?

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[controlstheice]

That's not the point.

[Seriously if he could he would, but 1) the same person whose here hasn't yet actually don what he wants to ask and 2) too freaking scared.]

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[decaying]

Then shut the hell up and stop complaining if you're that much of a coward!

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[controlstheice]

I'm not complaining, I'm questioning. There is a difference.

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[decaying]

It's not called questioning, it's called being stupid. Get off your ass and do something about it.

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[controlstheice]

I'm not going to follow what you tell me to.

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[decaying]

Fine by me. I'm not the loser here.

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[controlstheice]

[...he is way to use to being the butt monkey of his group to feel overly insulted by that. Insulted he is, but not as much as he expected.]

I'm not a loser. I just think with logic.

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[decaying]

What's so logical about keeping your mouth shut? Assuming doesn't get you anything but a stomach ache.

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[controlstheice]

You'd be surprised.

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[decaying]

I know by experience, don't try to tell me otherwise.

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[controlstheice]

Experience of what?

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[decaying]

I'm not just talking to talk-

[And he realizes: Kanda has never given strangers off the street advice. This is a lot harder than he originally thought and now that he's aware why he's just going to back down.]

Never-mind. I'm done here.

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[controlstheice]

[And exactly...he assumes this means he can't answer the question.]

Very well then.

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[decaying]

[Oh, he can answer the question, all right. It's just a personal matter. He hasn't.... talked about that with someone yet. He cuts the feed.]