06 ❄ Voice

[controlstheice]

[Aidou laid in bed, his fingers tracing the edge of a box he had in his possession since a couple days ago.]

I've been wondering if there really is any point in me being here. Why did I even come out of the darkness. After all Yuuki seems to be doing okay by herself, she has Kaname to take care of her, so why am I here really?

[Guess whose had Heartless following him around for a few days and had made him question his own usefulness.]

Comments

[Voice]

[false_oracle]

Perhaps then you should return to the darkness.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

[Ami's own struggles are catching up with her- soon. Right now, she's still hopeful of being supportive, caught somewhere between the two.]

I want to think there's still something I can do. Someone who I could still be there, who would need me.

[It's more honest than she often is about her feelings.]

Isn't it the same for you?

[Voice]

[controlstheice]

Is that what you think?

[Video]

[controlstheice]

I thought this to, but Kaname is here and from a completely different point. He can protect her more than I can, so no there isn't anyone that would need me. Everyone I knew is gone and the ones I do know don't need me.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

Lately, I've been thinking similar things. Some of my friends have arrived again, and I don't know what I can do for them.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

So you understand, right? it's hard to think of something you can do, especially when things usually go wrong after.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

I do understand. But I don't want to give up yet, either. I want to be there for them. That's the most important thing. So I want to find the thing I can do... somehow.

[Voice]

[false_oracle]

What I think is irrelevant. You are the one questioning why you came out of it.

[Voice]

[controlstheice]

I question using logic. I'm trying to figure out why I came here if I'm of little use, but you stated something as a suggestion, correct?

[Video]

[controlstheice]

And what if you never find this thing that you can do?

【 VIDEO 】

[decaying]

What the hell are you asking the world for? Don't involve us in your pathetic problems.

[Voice]

[false_oracle]

Of a sort.

【 VIDEO 】

[controlstheice]

You don't have to listen either.

[Voice]

[controlstheice]

I thought as much and it's a thought I would consider.

【 VIDEO 】

[decaying]

It's a little hard not to.

[Voice]

[false_oracle]

Good. Then you needn't make posts whining about why you are here and not in the darkness.

[Voice]

[controlstheice]

I can't help but wonder if there are others that feel the same way.

【 VIDEO 】

[controlstheice]

Then tell me how it's not hard to?

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

Then I'll have to find a way to live as I am. [Even if it would mean a lonely existence.]

Re: 【 VIDEO 】

[decaying]

Some guy muttering a pathetic story? Something really bad must have happened or you're just that sort of guy. [You know. A sad one.]

[death_is_a_riot]

How sad... maybe you won't be needing a heart if you feel this way~?

【 VIDEO 】

[controlstheice]

[Yeah, let's just go with something bad happened before he arrived here.]

I'm usually that type of guy whose happy about what he does, but I guess things can change for anyone.

[controlstheice]

Maybe I do, maybe I don't. I'm still thinking about my options.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

At least you'd be able to do something, that way.

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

I don't really know if I'm strong enough to do that or not. [The truth is, a part of her would like to lay down and sleep. Give up, just for awhile until she feels ready to face everything again.]