06 ❄ Voice

[controlstheice]

[Aidou laid in bed, his fingers tracing the edge of a box he had in his possession since a couple days ago.]

I've been wondering if there really is any point in me being here. Why did I even come out of the darkness. After all Yuuki seems to be doing okay by herself, she has Kaname to take care of her, so why am I here really?

[Guess whose had Heartless following him around for a few days and had made him question his own usefulness.]

Comments

Re: [Video]

[geniustheveil]

Then I'll have to find a way to live as I am. [Even if it would mean a lonely existence.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

At least you'd be able to do something, that way.

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[geniustheveil]

I don't really know if I'm strong enough to do that or not. [The truth is, a part of her would like to lay down and sleep. Give up, just for awhile until she feels ready to face everything again.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

You either are or you aren't. it's one of those things you can only figure out by yourself.

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[geniustheveil]

You're right. So I'll keep looking for awhile longer.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Good luck with that.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

You sound skeptical.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

That's what you think. Who knows if I actually am or not.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

I'm sorry; I didn't mean to assume.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

It's fine, really.

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

[She hadn't meant to upset him, and it feels a bit awkward now, but courtesy covers a multitude of her own flaws.]

What did you mean to say?

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Who knows. I think right now my heads just in a mess. I need to think things over.

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[geniustheveil]

Lately, my head's been in a fog, too. Maybe we should take a rest.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

I know what I'm resting from, but what about you?

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

There's a lot of work to be done.

[This is a lie; or rather, truth but not the reason she's stressed.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

That...didn't exactly answer the question. Unless it's the work in general that you are resting from.

[She just said there was a lot of work to be done, which in his head means she's not exactly resting now.]

[Video]

[geniustheveil]

I'd just like to stop having so many things to think about for awhile.

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Then working is probably not a good thing to do.

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[geniustheveil]

There's more to be done. [There's something resigned about her tone.]

[Video]

[controlstheice]

Like what? It seems as thought there isn't anything.

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[geniustheveil]

[There's a silence. A part of her says maybe he's right, maybe there's nothing they can do and it's fine to sink into apathy and let the darkness have its inevitable way.

Another part of her, as it always will, fights that.]

Are you saying to give up on everything?

[Video]

[controlstheice]

I don't have to say anything. You're making the choice on your own.

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[geniustheveil]

There's not much of a choice left to make.

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[controlstheice]

Hm, if you say so. I'll just leave you to your thoughts.